I don't care if you don't read this; really I just wanted to put it out there. Some confessions I have, things I feel and some I have to get out of my system. Please don't worry about some of the things I write, I don't want to worry anyone, you don't have to worry.
First of all, I hate people having to worry about me. I feel like all everyone's ever done was worry about me, and take my hand. It makes me sick on just how pathetic it is. I keep a lot of things to myself, even from the Youth Care worker who I've been able to tell everything. In truth I haven't. I feel like I've been such a burden to everyone.
Because I feel like I can't tell anyone some of the most killing secrets I have, I usually bounce suddenly into depression. I can't remember the last time I hadn't cried because of something I thought. I'm always thinking things, I never share them. I'm going to drop out of school at some point or another, because I won't be able to keep up my grades. I'll be stuck behin